[LynNie-fication]

Sunday, March 30, 2008

.|.WHAT?!!!.|.

"College is fun if you didn't have to worry about dying."
... to quote the ingenious, L.

Date: 30th March 2008
Music: Halo, Bethany Joy Lenz (One Tree Hill OST)
Mood: Suddenly awake, slightly annoyed.

... 'L: Change the worLd' is already showing in the cinemas... What happened to 3rd of April?!

o.O

*glares at website-booking page*

And now i think the second possible caption for the picture above would be:

L: "You (cinema) people are disturbed. Hontou nii. "

Grrrrrrrrr.....
~Lyn.

7:33 AM Z

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.|.Dah dah dah dummmm.|.

Date: 30th March 2008
Music: D-minor for two violins
Mood: Sleepy. About to fall over.

... Just a song-lyrics post. Pretty song, and to a certain extent, suppose that almost every girl would've have gone through this at least once in their life. Well, i know i have. Haahaa.

Enjoy, then.

It's not everyday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

[Stupid for you, Marie Digby]

... Weekend's over. Time to return to the 9-5 job of being a college student. Go me.

Haha.

PS: Will probably post a post of more substance sometime during the week. =P

Smiles.
~ Lyn.

7:22 AM Z

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

.|.again i say... NOT dead!!!.|.

Ah puru.

Date: 25th March 2008
Music: L's theme, Yoshihisa Hirano
Mood / status: Awake!!

A few things that have been running through my mind after being horizontal for about 2 days straight.

1. Medicine isn't always good for you.
Mum reckons that, after i've been barely able to talk properly without frowning despite having taken my prescribed drugs as told, that the medicine has actually made me feel worse. Meaning the splitting headache, throbbing in head, fever, and what not. Sure enough, after going off the meds, i actually feel better. Oh, but i did finish the antibiotics.

2. It's not healthy to miss people.
It isn't enough to make me fall sick, but being sick, without the huge amount of work that i had to tackle, made me recognise how much i do miss some people, who so decided to go and allow themselves to be shipped off to some remote state in the country, without internet, and handphones only on weekends. Not even weekends, actually. Just Fridays and Saturdays.

*fumes*

3. I need to be brainwashed.
I need all those horrible things people told me about certain people washed out off my brain so i can stop second guessing and doubting and feeling weird and ..... *sigh* Basically, i'd like to be without prejudice. Especially since it's unfair to the people, it's not even my place to judge anyone, and i shouldn't be entertaining thoughts about these people's "alter ego" or "super ego" or "closet-syndrome" or whatever else, since i, for one, have not even gone through those events to be able to characterize the person based on that.

Thank God for impartiality. And for love.

-

*Note: I want to watch 'Change the worLd'. *looks pointedly at Mia*

Laughs.
~Lyn.

6:45 AM Z

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

.|.Love song.|.

... and i wonder how something so unbearably ordinary can be so heartbreakingly extraordinary.

Date: 17th March 2008
Music: none, except the song that's playing in my head, annoyingly, on loop.
Mood / statement: ... the weekend is over... already?

I usually don't have much sentiment for songs that i can hardly relate to, save for the few lines that seem to click. Hence, i'm a really picky person whe it comes to what's on my playlist. However, this has been floating in my head and i have a very bad feeling that it's not leaving anytime soon.

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Im'ma need a better reason
To write you a love song today (today)

- Sara Bareilles

...There, got it all out. Bleh.

I'd blog about SPM results day, like the rest of my peers, but being me, i remain stubbornly persistent in not doing so. Let's just say that all is good. I'm staying in college, and that's all that matters.

... But i do miss high school..

It's been a highly normal week for me, referring to last week, that is. Despite the escalated rate in the intentions of committing suicide by many individuals due to either SPM results, or the aftermath, or whatever elese, that is. Things have been good.

... And it's pleasant to have my heart speed up a bit every once in a while.

Will be back with a post that makes a bit more sense, with the objective of actually updating the people who read this blog on what in the world is really happening to me nowadays.

But as for now, have a great week, dear readers... Remember that Thursday is a holiday!!

Smiles.
~ Lyn.

7:57 PM Z

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